Saturday, April 19, 2008

as of now:

I,
ate for the first time last night. threw it all up.
fell asleep while driving, woke up, slammed on the breaks, re-broke my broken rib.
other then that, i still haven't slept.
went on a bike ride last night, got a flat 7 miles from home and had to walk home.
found out my pnc bank account is -83 dollars.
ate a candy bar tonight, just threw that up.
figured out that i have been blacking out large points of the day.
can't stop thinking about everything in my life, and how much it sucks and hurts.
everything hurts.
everything fucking hurts.
everything fucking hurts so fucking much.
the bad outweighs the good.

why have i wasted/ruined so much of my life?
nothing will ever be the same again.

1 comment:

amanda del said...

"we'll never know which way this road is gonna turn, you can't be sure how quick your wick is gonna burn."

have you listened to the new alkaline trio ep yet? maybe it will make you feel better. i hope it will.